"I gotta make a confession" -Beyonce
Right about now I hate my friends... I love them, just can't stand them. They just reminded me of something I've been trying to ignore all week. My Senior(s) are leaving. For good! That does include him... damn. I've never felt this way before... I don't know what to do. What to say. How to react. Right now, at this very moment, I'm blasting Beyonce trying to drown out these thoughts.
Of course this was gonna have to come to an end. Whatever the hell this is... But I'm just not ready. I just need like one more week. Damn, im over here about to cry and shit (I dont cry y'all). Like it's not even about him leving because, well people leave, but I feel some type of way about him. Even if I put up some type of front... He knows how I feel. And it's coming to an end before we even get to really begin.
The worst part though is that he's gonna forget me. Im gonna be sitting at home wondering what he's doing & he's not even gonna remember my damn name once he walks out of the building for the last time. I'm through! Im done with anything that even comes close to this... If this is what the L word feels like then I never want it to happen again...
But enough of my emotional self... Beyonce just won my fandom with Rocket
"Damn... I can't help but love the way we... ;)" -Beyonce
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